Better

Chai Su no longer puts honey on himself. We all do our job and everything is easier. I feel like Ying Ma is proud of me I like it when she pats me on the head and says "good girl" I still don't really like what I'm doing but at least I don't get beat anymore. Ching Wu still gets beat a lot though. She doesn't talk much anymore and I can barely see her right eye. Its so swollen and bruised. I'm not sure why she doesn't do as she is told, then she won't get hurt anymore and she can eat too. She stop talking to all of us really not just Chai Su and Ying Ma. When we are all alone she just sits quietly at the corner of the room and stairs off aimlessly. I once walked over and touched her shoulder. she quickly pulled away and told me to fuck off. I wish we could be friends but at least I have So So. Shes my age so we understand each other I think. Ah Wei and Ah Ying are like my baby sisters. I think its nice to have sisters.

The other day I over heard Ying Ma say that we have a few days before we reach... somewhere. Shes happy that most of us has trained well. She then said Ching Wu was too old and too stubborn or something. not..suitable? Something about taking care of her soon.